It's finally determinable which bunch of people will stood by you in need of time, which will not. You need not have to know them for decades yet there's this special thing you may have been mermemized with strongly to realise that they are indeed the bunch of steady people, no matter which day & venue even time , a phone call and there they will be....

Thank you all zinie, cindy, john, zikun, clarence, edwin, xueli, daniel you are my kind of brothers I would like to have eternity. really.. >3

Don't assume my disappointment, naivety is no less than yours. you could cruelly conclude such worse than wordless conclusion , really makes me ponder what was that decades & 10 years kinda friendship we endlessly repeatedly mentioned was literally about. Don't you see people quarrelling and perhaps with it strengthens the bonding of the relationships & undestanding? why are you so soon defeated to oh you wana end the entire decades thing, where had all your sportsmanship spirits ran to? disappear? lost in jungle or drown? Of every quarrels, don't we all learnt a lesson? Don't we all know what to look out for in the near future or don't we all apply on something elses or another person when possible? Don't it soon make us more wiser and careful in whichever ? I seriously do not feel less than you are.